{SaRashidie}

Tuesday, October 13, 2009
title:{Miss u!!}
Im in love wif Mohd Rashidie!!!i love n miss u baby:*****
sis woke me up
n im still feeling super duper tired
argh!!
gt 2 go 4 pe..
im nt given any choice:(
emma was in e same bus as me..
bt she gt a seat bt i didnt:(
it was so freaking cold inside e bus due 2 e weather..
cz its raining soon..
sumore im wearing shorts..
seriously super duper cold.brrrr.
hw i wish baby was beside me giving me warmth.hehex.
b4 i msged baby..
he alrd text me..
i was shock lah..
cz yest he was sick..
he's stomach upset..
told him y in e morning he's alrd awake..
guess wt he reply?
he say cz its gg 2 rain soon..
n he's worried bt me n he wnt me tc of myself odw 2 sch..
awwww isnt tt sweet?
seriously i was lyk smiling widely inside e bus lyk no1s biz..
being so happy lately wif baby by my side..
felt so secured:)
i wnt nobody2x bt u!!!
told him 2 slp bck cz he's feeling unwell..
sumore he cnt take mc cz he's e only 1 working at fountain 2day..
bt seriously pity him..
he's stomach pain..dn having headache n having fever..
sigh..hw i wish im beside him taking care of him..
baby i love u sooo much!!!lyk seriously
i wont doubt ur love..
i will trust u k:)))))
omg im missing u right nw..
anw sch was ok 2day..
bt pe was boring..
wt a ting 2 strt my morning wif tt ERIC LOW..
cey lyk my friend lyk tt..
hahahahx
bt seriously lah..
he's supposed 2 teach us pe right..bt he talk bt insurance..he talk bt last time his muscle tear lah..dn talk bt alot alot alot of ntg else bt craps n nonsense..
dn wendlyn raise her hand n ask cn we play games..
hahahahahx
wth...
dn ey played captain's ball..
i dint join in cz i alrd changed in2 long pants..
listen 2 grandfather stories just bore me 2 death..
dn head 2 e admin place clarify stuffs wif dm bt hw 2 apply n stuffs..
cz baby wnt apply!!!
he wnts join culinary..
hope he really cn get in lyk seriously..
dn nxt yr i cn c my baby lyk almost every single day..
hahahhahax..:)))))
bt he's moving to tamp soon..
so its gona b so troublesome if he were 2 b schling at cck..
sigh..
:(
we'r making e red velvet cake tingy..
well 2 me it taste nice wif the cream chz on top of it..
simply heavenly..
shall upload e pics 2moro wen i make it myself..
aww gt 2 get my stuffs ready for 2moro!!!
we keep singing "i wna b i wna b a vasantham star"
dn we dance ard..
im e lead singer n dancer..
wth lah..
seriously wen boredom is killing u,u tend 2 do nonsense stuffs 2 entertain urself n e pple ard u..
hahahhaahx
anw we went imm for bk during lunch..
n we gt a HOT TOPIC..
talking bt sumting lah which brings out e interest in e 3 of us..
esp AMALINA n e bf also kepo..
hahahahx
jk lah....
didnt went hme straight..
bt instead went bpp.
do wt?
well wt else if nt bcz of meeting my baby:)
seriously missing him
n furthrmore he's sick so i wnt 2 make him feel better..
i wish i did..
still missing u..
dn was abt 2 take e bus saw sean at taxi stand..
he wntd 2 buy food n look ard for speaker..
so i accompanied him 4 while..
aft buying lunch for himself n wen xin..
i told him i wntd 2 go swens cz wnt c chin lee..
act i wntd 2 c baby n chin lee of cz..
miss tt mother also..
she's very mischievous..
lyk seriously..
n im blur so she always love 2 bully me lor..
wth tis mother soooo evil!!
dn she ask me y i cum tis timing..
dn i say lah saw sean lah n want c her..
bt she say she knw tt i wnt c sum1
she r..
knw only wts on my mind..
hahahahx..
sean bought durian also..
ive eaten it yest n e day b4 yest..
so looking at e durian just nw wasnt tempting me..
dn walk bck hme n sean send me s usual:)
oh so sweet..
he's lyk a brother 2 me..
a brother wif diff parents..
last time wen i gt probs wif sum1..
he's e 1 comforting me..
he's e 1 tt talk 2 me on e phone at night..
n he really motivates me n makes me stronger..
nt just him..
Chong Su Ting also..
ey r lyk my sis n bro..
i miss those days we were very close..
nw abit distant alrd..
sigh..
bt ey will always remain in my heart..
:))
baby still unwell..
i really hope swens isnt bz so he wldnt have 2 work soo hard..
receive no msges frm him..
must b bz wif work..
hope work finish early 2day..
anw i almost 4gotten ive misplacd my specs..
argh!!!
wth lah
i hate it 2 e core..
n nw i m wearing contacts inside my hse..
i wish i cn dial my specs so i cn track wer is it..
oh wt nonsense m i crapping man!!
anw e morning shift alrd swap wif e aftnoon shift..
so 2moro i dont nid 2 wake up early!!!
yeah
lyk hell yeah!!!
bt we gt 2 go bck late lor..
n i prefer having prac in e morning so aft cn rest n cn go sumwer..
tis week cnt really spend time wif baby..
sigh:(
only cn mit him at bpp aft im done wif sch..
just 4 while..
bt seriously its better dn ntg..
i just realised my post 2day gt lots of 'seriously'
hahhaahx
nw just surfing int..
n listening 2 songs n r n 4ever will b missing my baby..
lyk s if he's soo far frm me..
feel lyk mitting him aft he finish work...
bt my parents dont allow..
ey say nt nice girl go out late at night lah.
wt lah
i knw ey gt a pt..
bt plz lah..
im an adult alrd..
dont treat me lyk a kid although i cn b childish at times..
bt i knw hw 2 tc of myself..
i wish i was a guy really!!!!
so i gt e freedom tt i wnt..
bt if im a guy i cnt b wif baby..
ok so better stick 2 being a girl..
oh f*** wt m i crapping abt..
seirously man..
i gt 2 stp...!!!
hahahahx
oh ya..
yaya return my bag n jacket..
bt nt personally bt he pass it 2 Fahmi
really hope he's doing ok..
ey ask me 2 advise him 2 cum sch..
bt ders ntg i cld do..
he wldnt listen 2 me anw..
bt seriously if u reading my blog nw..
i just wnt say dont give up ur dreamz lyk tt..
remembr our ambitions..
e class ambitions 2 b a pastry chef.
dont give up half way
cz its nt worth it..
i wnt watch tv alrd:))
Lenaa 2moro cum sch..
i miss my adik r!!!!
must cum k..hehehehx..
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